I can’t write fiction.

I was never good at telling stories. It always seemed like really good lying, writing fiction. It has some basis in truth… But deviating that far from the truth felt like a betrayal of the very thing that I have longed to understand for so long. When people ask me what I write, I tell […]

The glass case.

I don’t know if I really had my wits about me back then. I was so convinced that I would  somehow manifest the positive things I was trying to do for  myself. They have changed and evolved but there is so much that I’ve allowed to slip by the wayside . A lot of self-deception. […]

Is it broken?

When people think of breaking something, they generally think of things. In my mind, it’s relationships. Breaking friendships or relationships with men in my life. What does that say about my thought process? People, not things. I break relationships. At some point, it ends up feeling like is it not mutually beneficial or equally yolked, […]

What it is to be an adult, and remember how to dream.

take a moment to ask ” what is something I’ve learned lately?” Be honest. good and bad, it is always useful.

Today I hope…

#13: complete this thought “Today I hope…” Today I hope that I can do better than yesterday. I hope that I can focus my mind on a place where good things happen from hard work. I hope I can discern the moments to share my thoughts and when to keep them private. Today I hope […]

What it is to be an adult, and remember how to dream.

take a moment to ask ” what is something I’ve learned lately?” Be honest. good and bad, it is always useful.